Covering up the Cracks!

Here I go again with another topic on weight gain! I do understand that it is part of being pregnant and I THOUGHT I would be okay with gaining weight, but truthfully that could not be any farther from the truth. I was okay with it at first, but now it consumes almost all of my thoughts. I will not admit my starting weight or what the scale yells at me now when I step on it, but I will admit I have gained 30 POUNDS! I know I am not working out at much as I should, but I do make an honest attempt to go to water aerobics regularly and to get outside and walk when it is nice and I have someone to go with. Seeing as though I have 3 months left to go I can only imagine the damage that will be done by the time I deliver. People at work tell me it's all in my belly and they can't see it in my face. Well that is all fine and dandy, but have you seen my belly lately?! I look huge and feel even huger (I know that is not a word, but it is the best one I could come up with to tell how I feel). To make matters worse, the second thought after I am huge is that I only have about a month to a month and a half to be unhuge so Jared doesn't see me looking like this. If he came back to THIS! ... oh the poor guy. So... that's my rant for the day! Wondering where the title comes in to play? Well... I needed new underwear... to cover up the cracks not covered by the old ones. Sad... I know....